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Those times when you thought and felt everything was difficult and none is going the way you wanted.

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I am a chatty box. 

Sometimes I talk too much,  that I myself don’t want to hear myself speak. Every time I speak and I get the attention I would stutter and be dreaming about “what’s going in their head”, “why is that flower in the vase not placed properly?”

There were times when I stop talking.

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There were times I just stopped trying being someone I’m not or pleasing someone else and I feel much easier.

I got counselled. I felt it was nice just to be sitting there and speak and have someone on the other the seat listening all of my heart out.

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“Perhaps, it was the brilliance, in some ways, coping with that brilliance and the effects of that brilliance, that drove the addiction.”

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Those times when you thought and felt everything was difficult and none is going the way you wanted.

... 

I am a chatty box. 

Sometimes I talk too much,  that I myself don’t want to hear myself speak. Every time I speak and I get the attention I would stutter and be dreaming about “what’s going in their head”, “why is that flower in the vase not placed properly?”

There were times when I stop talking.

...

There were times I just stopped trying being someone I’m not or pleasing someone else and I feel much easier.

I got counselled. I felt it was nice just to be sitting there and speak and have someone on the other the seat listening all of my heart out.

...

“Perhaps, it was the brilliance, in some ways, coping with that brilliance and the effects of that brilliance, that drove the addiction.”