It was bitter.

It was sad.

It was unhappy.

There were smiles.

There were frowns.

There were lies,

weighing 20/16 pounds.

1.25 pounds,

They were the ups and downs.

0.25, were the mistakes made,

1, was the lesson learnt to date.

I wasn't happy.

I wasn't sad.

I was just confused to the extent that it turned out bad.

The pain. 

The heartbreak.

The embarrassment.

The mental ached.

Years and years,

I took 3 years?

3 years of self-destruction?

3 years of tears filled?

3 years of painful journey,

which I thought I got over with?

Reminded myself, I'm not 16, that teenage life is just ahead of me.

Time is ticking and it's ticking so quickly.

Make memories better than yesterday,

make all of it and future the best it could possibly be. 

🙂

It was bitter.

It was sad.

It was unhappy.

There were smiles.

There were frowns.

There were lies,

weighing 20/16 pounds.

1.25 pounds,

They were the ups and downs.

0.25, were the mistakes made,

1, was the lesson learnt to date.

I wasn't happy.

I wasn't sad.

I was just confused to the extent that it turned out bad.

The pain. 

The heartbreak.

The embarrassment.

The mental ached.

Years and years,

I took 3 years?

3 years of self-destruction?

3 years of tears filled?

3 years of painful journey,

which I thought I got over with?

Reminded myself, I'm not 16, that teenage life is just ahead of me.

Time is ticking and it's ticking so quickly.

Make memories better than yesterday,

make all of it and future the best it could possibly be. 

🙂