The strongest lady I have ever known in my lifetime. August 16th was her birthday but I did wish personally yesterday! This post is one that I am keeping it for my own reference, not as to show my unconditional love for her publicly, or so to say, showing off.

She is not my idol. Neither is Amy. This lady here is my mother, the closest friend and a great teacher. Not forgetting my father too, hehehe, more on the pragmatic side. :) They add together and become me.

She fought through the hardships all alone when my father was absent for those few years, provided me all that I wanted and needed but I was still being a delinquent. I was on the right track during high school and after then, I suddenly steered off the road, so far away from civilisation, that brought me a lifetime full of regrets.

Everytime I felt alone, she knows. Everytime I feel sad and in a difficult situation, she knows, but she still let me go, cos she wants me to grow up and open my eyes to the real world. She wanted me to make the decisions all on my own. Sometimes, I heed her advices, sometimes I don't, and when I didn't, I fell deep into the ocean, I couldn't even float.

She told me once, "When a person is successful or triumphant, in this case, he/she would forget about the world; about the people who were there for them when they're in need. Never come running to me whenever you're in need again cos you have already forgotten where you came from..."

I am not that person but I came back crying to her. I am done and I don't want to break my parents' heart again.

Now, I am proudly happy that I am back on the right track and will forever be cos I am never going back again.

Just my loved ones and I, cos I only have them.

Selamat Hari Jadi Mama, semoga dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan selalu di samping orang-orang tersayang!

#tobeabetterson #tobeabetterbrother #tobeabetterperson #August16th #nevertoolate #strongestladyIhaveeverknown

The strongest lady I have ever known in my lifetime. August 16th was her birthday but I did wish personally yesterday! This post is one that I am keeping it for my own reference, not as to show my unconditional love for her publicly, or so to say, showing off.

She is not my idol. Neither is Amy. This lady here is my mother, the closest friend and a great teacher. Not forgetting my father too, hehehe, more on the pragmatic side. :) They add together and become me.

She fought through the hardships all alone when my father was absent for those few years, provided me all that I wanted and needed but I was still being a delinquent. I was on the right track during high school and after then, I suddenly steered off the road, so far away from civilisation, that brought me a lifetime full of regrets.

Everytime I felt alone, she knows. Everytime I feel sad and in a difficult situation, she knows, but she still let me go, cos she wants me to grow up and open my eyes to the real world. She wanted me to make the decisions all on my own. Sometimes, I heed her advices, sometimes I don't, and when I didn't, I fell deep into the ocean, I couldn't even float.

She told me once, "When a person is successful or triumphant, in this case, he/she would forget about the world; about the people who were there for them when they're in need. Never come running to me whenever you're in need again cos you have already forgotten where you came from..."

I am not that person but I came back crying to her. I am done and I don't want to break my parents' heart again.

Now, I am proudly happy that I am back on the right track and will forever be cos I am never going back again.

Just my loved ones and I, cos I only have them.

Selamat Hari Jadi Mama, semoga dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan selalu di samping orang-orang tersayang!

#tobeabetterson #tobeabetterbrother #tobeabetterperson #August16th #nevertoolate #strongestladyIhaveeverknown