How to start saying Hi to you?
How do I look fine to you?
You there? How are you doing?
How can I feel the same again
without me pretending someone I used to be?
My fears eat me up like Vultures waiting to make a sin
My guts are even smaller than it was used to be
What kind of devotion you are looking at and searching?
My love for queer teachings are no more on the same pitch
I get tensed and all stressed up when I fail
I feel everyday I am old and frail
I have these feelings I heard rumours and voices
I would be straining, thinking how do I text the addresses
I think alot like no one would do
I would be thinking about what should I do
I strive harder everyday to be so nice to people
But, they're telling me not to do things for these people
I should have listened and heed their advices
Cos they're the only ones who could see my sacrifices
