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09:10:11
Friday, 4 October 2013 at October 04, 2013

Nine is to ten is to eleven.

It's been a year now for my DrM.

I skipped September because I thought I found myself.
Now I realise that I left myself alone to be in denial. 

I was in for something which I like but not for the longest time. 
I was happy. I don't have anything to worry. 
I have nothing to take seriously. 

October knocked me.
I felt it was a good whole month a year ago. 
It came to light. Symptoms.

Still putting pressure on myself like no one cares, I will still have to go
if I need to go! 

So what is with November is that I will be doing the same thing.
Forgetting myself. 

Don't know for the best or the worst.
I hope not.