Last week was shit.
This week will be even more, except for a three days getaway from all the shit I will be having.
The school camp is just nice in time to keep me occupied and relaxed.
I need a break, I have had breaks
but I abused it.
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I don't see myself anymore.
I needed a guide cos I couldn't find my way.
I troubled myself with all these habits, but sadly, I couldn't say that it is not me.
Why is this happening?
Why are you bothering me?
Why do I feel so troubled?
Why is this happening to me?
How long more do I have to live this way?
I've got everybody around me, supporting me but I have taken it for granted.
I am mad at myself.
I am frustrated.
I am sad.